...we want her gone forever, its time to let her go...

b,
i'm running out of words and breath. i can't do this anymore. it's not worth the hurt. this winter will be cold. the way i like it. let the chill thicken my blood, so that this matters never again. the only place to go is forward now. onward into the abyss. may the winds always be at your back and the sun in your face. i still believe dealing with your death woulda been easier than this. at least then i wouldn't have the pain of dreaming that you may come back. leave my dreams. leave my thoughts. leave my heart and take this pain with you. i'm sick of this. please for my sake and sanity, please just leave me be.

-d